i think every women in the world will say yes when i say this:
that many women reject men who tried to make them happy but struggled to someone who does not love them.
yess! i feel that. i dont know why. why us as a woman do that. maybe we're tired, bored, with the usual things, with something that easy to get. yah, maybe we need challenge. ups, wait. why not think if a guy thinks the same?
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ok, today i just feel so mad to someone who once again asked "hey, Anggun. you still normal right?"
omg ofcourse yess! why? whats wrong with me? is it wrong if i still dont want relationship with the guy here? is it wrong if im always with my bestfriend (girl) everytime? is it wrong if i never notice those guys here?
let me answer. I JUST NOT INTEREST!
this is my life, i know what the best for me. and i want to give advice here. better to not try to catch me, i will run. sorry i dont mean to brag, how hard you try, how perfect you are, how many things you gave to me, it will not makes me happy. because im sure i will not interest. maybe this is a bad thing from me. but im not really ignore, we can stay be friend. and i think i'd rather to being single than waste my times with someone who cant makes me fall in love. and i think better to stay single because i can takecare of myself, noone could touch me, noone could hurts me. its better.
its funny to answer if im normal. it sounds like... ew, wtf dude! whats ur problem!
well, why i could really admire Toby Segar if im not normal. think twice if you want say something.
everyone knows love can be a challenge. but come on.. everyone loves a good challenge. and when its love... in the end, its all worth it. and love always win.
this is the key, love. and how to get the love? for me, chemistry is number one. when im not get chemistry, i will never love. and i told everyone sooo many times. that i have great family, i have many bestfriends, and i have a magic guy who can makes me happy, who can makes me laughing with uncontrol bad face. he is Paijo. he is back. he never tired to me, even im really lebay to him and always start stupid fight. i could see him everytime, talk to him. i feel my life so perfect. and it is enough.
you know, it is beautiful when you could feel happy for someone who you loved. even he/she not with you. believe me, you will get your another happiness in other ways. maybe you can make me as your example. i always hope if Paijo will get a good girl there, who can make him happy. because i dont want to see him alone. eventough im sure i will bloody cry if its real. haha. but i should happy for him. just because i always remember grandpa's quotes that we have to makes other people happy, its the best. and it works! i hope those precious people around me always happpyyy.
goodluck for everyone there. God not gives what you want, but He gives what you need ;)
